blah.

this week has been uneventful yet i somehow have been feeling generally crappy.

so hopefully next week i will have more motivation to write.

everything.

i had a wonderful time yesterday catching up with caitlin and bailey.

james and i had a date at target last night. yes we are cool.

two halloween parties tonight! james and i are going to be tourists :)

there is truly no better feeling than waking up and realizing you have nowhere to be! i laid in bed for like an hour after i woke up and it was glorious.

i now have clean laundry and can stop using my bathing suit bottoms as underwear. this is good.

now to go find hawaiian shirts and a fanny pack!

song of the day.

i don't know how do links, but i just love the song "folding chair" by regina spektor. she is so funky and cool. i love her music. this is my new obsession.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uCvgXmg0m1g

in other news, today i had a cheese bagel. yum.

bugs are invading my work.

i had a funny conversation with a friend about her roommate who pees everywhere when she gets drunk. ew. but also kind of funny.

i need to paint my nails.

happy wednesday :)

alive.

i found myself thinking today i wish i could just skip all the bad parts of life. but then i thought the good would not seem so sweet. the little moments of the day would be taken for granted even more. it would be hard to appreciate when times are not hard, because it would always be good.

i think the bad helps us rely on God and trust in His plan.

the hard times remind me that i am alive and i am human and i have help.

bliss.

this weekend was one of the best i have had in a while. james and i drove up to chico to visit paul. my parents and matthew met us there and my high school friend breanna lives up there so we spent the whole time with her and her boyfriend luke. add that up and it was a pretty big group.

we ate, walked around the chico campus, saw downtown chico, went to a yoyo museum where we saw the world's biggest yoyo [it was as tall as me], ate some more, reminisced, laughed so much, played games, got wet [it was raining], went shopping, and just hung out.

it was so great to see paul doing well and i know he enjoyed seeing us.

it was wonderful to visit with breanna! she is one of those friends that when we get together it seems as if nothing has changed.

the drive was soo long, about 7 hours each way, but the time went quickly because james drove the whole way and of course i never run out of things to say to him [probably to his dismay].

i am trying to hold on to all the wonderful memories, but school is making it hard for me to pretend like i am still on vacation. i am just thankful to be able to have had time to spend a relaxing weekend with my family and friends.

i'm ready!

to party it up in chico this weekend with my family!

after i rock this midterm.

etc.

inspiration hit me yesterday in spanish class and i thought of a super cute idea for the chalkboard in our dining room. then i told ellen about it and she said she could help me make a movie out of it. now i am very excited about it.

i stole a piece of purple chalk from the engines lab yesterday.

the weather is gloomy and i like it.

i need to wash my hair.

i am making tacos for dinner tonight!

right now i feel semi inspired to do creative things. if only i didn't have school to interfere with all my brilliant ideas.

i ate cheesecake for breakfast and danced to christmas music this morning.

tomorrow i see my crazy little brother!